angel in shock
will i survive?
im just devastated
im listening to 1111 angelic healing sounds
no more scrolling
cant run anymore
have to face
the bodys waves
contractioins
it mirrors in everything
i lose myself and am not sure in my interpretation
creating drama and pain
my body shakes
my body is not in itself
it wants to sour up, out
… home.
someone is trying to comfort me, reassuring me
i dont belive it
i want to
but cant
i want to go home
i cry and feel like i drift off, i lose everything
what is happening
im confused
is it me?
or am i adopting something that doesnt belong to me?
then mom comes
angelic mom
i want to go home with mom
pain is gone
but i have only one problem
and that is that the most beautiful diamond is here
on earth
she is small
but bigger than me
and she is my daughter
my love, i have so many moments like this. it would feel so much easier to go home now. but your light and your hard won wisdom are needed here! and it will get better. we are birthing it together. breathe through the contractions, sit in the longing for home, take that diamond forged in darkness and shine it into the world. love you sister. ✨
Dear moon sister,
It’s so good to see your words again... like the early spring bloom of wild ground phlox, showing up just when the world needs a little color. Next Thursday the Pink Moon will rise, and you know how those moons are… soft, glowing, full of new beginnings. When it climbs the sky, it’ll look bigger and more golden from the horizon, like it’s leaning close to listen.
I’ll be watching it from my side of the world, thinking of you.
I’m glad your daughter is your diamond... hold on to that light, even when the waves feel too big. In the old Nordic way they say:
“Lyset vender alltid tilbake.”
The light always returns.
Your wolf brother
Steve
🌕🐺🦋🤍
Under the full moon, your wolf brother sends transformation and pure light.